I need somebody to shove

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 00:58:37 GMT

My cuzzie sent it to me....

**Have You Ever?**

*. KISSED YOUR COUSIN?haha, no
*. RAN AWAY? no, as much as i threaten it
*. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? supposibly
*. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? yeah
*. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? uh-huh, R.I.P. "Mr. Tom"
*. BROKEN A BONE? nope
*. DRANK ALCOHOL? yeah
*. LIED: yeah
*. CRIED IN SCHOOL? yeah

::This or That::

*. COKE OR PEPSI? Pepsi
*. SPRITE OR 7UP? Sprite
*. FLOWERS OR CANDY? Candy, I hate Flowers
*. QUIET OR LOUD? Loud
*. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? don't really give a shit
*. TALL OR SHORT? Taller than i am at least
*. JEANS OR SHORTS? jeans

*..::The Last Time You::..*

*. SHOWERED? last night
*. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? Sunday morning

::What Is::...?

*. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? don't have one
*. PERSON YOU HATE MOST? um i dunno, kinda grown out of that hate
*. LUCKY NUMBER? 17 or 7

::?::What is your favorite..?::

*. COLOR? red (and orange and pink)
*. MOVIE? Napolean Dynamite, airheads, and i now love Amelie
*. BOOK? Da vinci code, Running with Scissors and Green Eggs and ham
*. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? I hate school, but photography, i guess
*. CARS? 2004 Black, F-150, Crew Cab and mud flaps with those sexy mud flap girls
*. ICE CREAM? Chocolate chip cookie dough
*. HOLIDAY? haloween
*. SEASON? Winter, i'd so much rather be cold that hot
*. BREAKFAST FOOD? Cold, cheese Damino's Pizza

'::...Who...::'

*. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? Rine
*. MAKES YOU SMILE? Rine
*. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU? Rine... lol, no just kidding, Robbie

*?::Do You Ever::?*

*. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT? yeah, twice, feel asleep with the phone in my hand
*. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS? no
*. SAVE E-MAILS? i hate e-mails
*. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE? a couple time
*. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS? not recently (meaning not in the last 3 years)

\*\::...Have You...::\*\

*. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? no
*. MADE OUT WITH JUST A FRIEND? yeah...
*. BEEN IN LOVE? yeah
*. BEEN IN LUST? more than once
*. USED SOMEONE? i might have
*. BEEN USED? yeah
*. CHEATED ON SOMEONE?: i have regreted it everyday of my life
*. BEEN CHEATED ON? not that i know of
*. BEEN KISSED? yes
*. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? too many to count

...::Who was the last person::...

*. YOU TOUCHED? can't remember
*. YOU TALKED TO? can't remember
*. YOU IM'ed? heidi
*. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART? rather not speak of such things

*..::Do you::..*

*. COLOR YOUR HAIR? um i have just recently
*. HAVE TATTOOS? oh lord, do i wish
*. HAVE PIERCINGS? my ears
*. HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no
*. EVER GET OFF THIS DAMN COMPUTER? yeah

*::Have you / do you / are you::*

*. SMOKE? yes/no/yes ( i don't know if anyone caught that)
*. OBSESSIVE? yeah
*. PANIC? yeah
*. DEPRESSED? i have been and i go through periods where i am
*. SUICIDAL? i was
*. OBSESSED WITH HATE? no, can't say that i am
*. DREAM OF MUTILATED BODIES, BLOOD, DEATH, AND GORE? nope, not lately at least, haha
*. CAN YOU DO ANYTHING FREAKISH WITH YOUR BODY? no, not really
*. WOULD YOU MARRY FOR MONEY? no that's horrible
*. HAVE YOU HAD BRACES? yeah, and now i have gorgeous straight teeth
*. DO YOU PLUCK YOUR EYEBROWS? yeah
*. DO YOU LIKE HAIRY BACKS? haha, no not really
*. COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT A COMPUTER? yeah
*. DO YOU USE ICQ, AOL, AIM, ETC..? aim
*. DO YOU WEAR SHOES IN THE HOUSE OR TAKE THEM OFF? usually off
*. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT? green apples
*. DO YOU EAT WHITE OR WHEAT BREAD? wheat
*. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO VISIT? anywhere with friends
*. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? Amelie
*. DO YOU DREAM IN COLOR OR BLACK AND WHITE? color
ARE YOU WEARING FINGERNAIL POLISH? chipped bright pink

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 03:35:48 GMT

i don't know whether the tears are from the chlorine or if they're real tears
i don't know if the pit in my stomach is from too many carbonated beverages or from loneliness
i don't know what i'm doing

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:53:41 GMT

I'm glad everything last night happened in the order they did
with out Kyle's comment about my looks i don't think i would have gotten through what was just said so positively
i just wook up for the world's best nap, since i don't remember if i slept longer for like than 2 minutes last night... er, this morning
i mean i knew that what happened between him and i wasn't going to mean very much, because of the named (age) difference, that i talked about earlier
so i called him to thank him for driving my ass around and for Denny's
and mentioned what had happened
and he's words were, "we were just haveing a good time"
i find it so funny that i took it so fuckin well
i honestly believe that without what Kyle had said last night, wether it was true or not, she made me feel that it was and really helped me feel that this isn't a big deal
because it really isn't

but i did learn a lot
i know now what i'm really looking for in a guy
and it's nothing that i've been doing lately
so, it wasn't a complete faluire, hahaha

(what did you shot 'em with?) A 12-gage, what do you think!?

HOLY SHIT

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 20:41:19 GMT

Thank god for weekends. hahaha

shanae couldn't get a ride to see Napolean Dynamite, so i ended up calling a couple of the guys to see what the word on the street was, but ended up calling Corinne.
holy shit was that fun
met her dad, and older brother cassidy
we then went with cass to see ND at 7:some, great movie, made me giggle pretty hard
went to some guy's house, after we bouhgt slurpee's with hott guys on the cups (shawn white and carey hart)
then i think we went to Fiesta Bowling
met cassidy's friends, april, sierra, kyle, jason, adam, meghan and the guy who gave me a monzerela stick
bowled a while, beat cassidy ever time
feel in love with kyle (who is female), such a sweetheart, she gave me this huge ego boost,haha, and i have a lot more confidence
went to denny's around 1 or 2 in the a.m.
threw some sasauges and bouncy balls
made dumb jokes and made the poor waiter get us a bunch of extra waters, toast, and eggs
ended up at cassidy's
watched Amelie, as we were all laying across cass's bed
Amelie is such a cute movie and i have decided that french is such a hot language
corinne passed out and i ended up haveing a nice conversation with cassidy after the movie
ended up back at rine's this morning greeted with a lock-down and pancakes

wow, it sounds so boring when i write it that way
but it was killer fun
holy lord, do i love corinne
the girl is the shit, and i'm killer lucky to have a bitchin friend like her
omg.... corinne, did you hear that sucking noise?! haha
thanks for not punching me in the face this morning
haha, hey atleast it was me and not "R.E.L.", right?
oh wow, great times
i have decided that brushing your teeth is the friggin coolest thing to do in the whole world.

YOU MADE ME LOOK LIKE A FRIGGIN IDIOT....
Tina, come get some ham
I caught you a beautiful bass (or some shit)
Wanna come over and sit on it?
hahaha

Pedro for President
vote for me and all your wildest dreams will come true
LaFawnduh, yeah!

right o.k. i'm done

really into this guy at the moment, um , don't know how shit's gonna go though
i mean i really can't hope for too much, i'm 14 and he's 19
and i think that may be a problem for him
but hey, i can't bitch that much
i was killer while it lasted
haha, yeah the whole day i spent with him
i'm such an idiot sometimes....haha

i was in such a horrid mood friday ngiht, and saturday morning, then i meet up with corine and my mood got so much better
she's awesome, she has a great personality, and i can't manage to stay upset when i'm with her
i love you, rine!

wow, i can not stop smileing
i keep getting the chills, too
ok i need to stop i sound like an uber-moron

i want to be a tupperware sales"person" when i grow up
oh, or a sushi chef
YEAH, a sushi chef

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 04:33:43 GMT

tonight was rather interesting....

went ot the park, kinda hopeing that josh was there. ended up being "gnarly karly" and hanging out with the usuals. got really excited because steve-o was gonna take me to McDick's, but it took him too long so i ended up going with Josh Osteen, had in interesting convo and returned with a sudae a strawberry milk shake for Tyler and my beloved, long awaited LARGE VANILLA MILKSHAKE. So i give tyler his strawberry milkshake and as he's huggin me, my shake gets caught on his shirt and spills. i about cried, no not really, it wasn't a biggie.....

ended up stareing at all the guy's crotches. yeah, that was fun..... hahaha

i'm so proud of myself....
right so i was digging Robbie, so today in photo i got this bitchin idea to give him my number and i developed the bitchin photo of my number in front of him, and gave it to him. I was pretty proud of myself....
haha and then robbie and joe tried on my pants as i tried on joe's and robbie's, it was great.

i've decided that i want to be hindu.
yeah
i've also decided that i want to be a pro surfer when i grow up.

how do i fall in love so fast all over again with a guy that makes me cry to no end. myles drove me home, i wanted to shoot myself. i'm a fuckin idiot. i need to get over this shit, i mean i think i am because of this robbie shit, but i'm not really. i mean holy fuck he's obviously over me. sometimes i regret everything i've ever done. i kind of wish i never had met him, never have fallen so deeply in love. i must sound a like a fuckin babbleing jackass. i just need to get all this out in the open right now, i mean, not a lot of people read this, so it won't be that big of a deal.... wow
i reme,ber the first day we met. i remember that night, learing everything. i remember knowing i would never ever ever be able to get over him. i told that kid so much shit, he knows me a shitload better than my own parents do. better than i do for fuck's sake. he's held so many secrets for me, shit that i would have never been able to tell anyone else.
i miss how shit was, i'd go throw all the horrible things all over again, just get back to the time that i knew he loved me.
i want to cry

lord, sometimes i hate myself.

how fast

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 00:40:47 GMT

it amazes me how my emotions change so rapidly.... well this time it wasn't all me, it was a stupid phone call

if you had never left me you would have never have to worry about getting me back
don't be sorry to me that you weren't there when you thought i needed you, you missed a lot, and if i never even knew that you could be there i never knew i needed you
i never needed you, NEVER, people who have really loved me have always furfilled all of my needs
it's your fault you don't know me now, if you would have known me in the past, you'd know me now

i always knew about you, always, but i never knew i was yours, because i never was, and i'm still not
it's all your fault
do not ever blame anything on me
it's amazing to me that you know absolutly nothing about the person you have created
it's amazing to me that you had something to do with me in the first place
you are nothing in me
nothing

you're a fuckin idiot.

Holy Lord

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 23:47:04 GMT

Tamagotchi's are comeing back... omg... i remember i had a million of those and those damn giga pets... i even had the salem one from Sabrina the teenage witch, and the limited addition gold tamagotchi. i took them camping with me once, that's horrible

Dan the man is gonna be 20 in november, so all hope there is completly lost, oh well he wasn't that hot anyways
i haven't seen stephan in a while, so i don't really give a shit anymore

No me gusta el David, pero si me gusta el Robbie.....
No me gustas loss accidentes de caros, pero si me gustas los cenciertos.....
No me gusta la novia de me ex-novio, pero si me gustas los amigos de mi ex-novio.....

yeah....

i'm an idiot... i think i accedently sent david the wrong message.... i kinda feel asleep on his bed, next to him err... more across his chest and i don't like him
i'm an idiot

Robbie's cute...

alrea, aubree (nikki) and desi got in a car accident and scared the shit out of me....

a lot of people are going to killswitch, and i'm not, becuase my parents are paraniod....

tori, no, myles' friends, yes....... wink-wink

i want cookies..... chase loves da coc(/o)k(ies)

i want to be a brain surgon (sp) today

E-M-P-I-R-E! that fuckin song is stuck in my head!!! AHHHHHH!!!

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 23:03:03 GMT

Haven't updated in a week, oh well, nothing too interesting happened

lord i have fallen in "love" three times this week, haha i guess that's kinda interesting.

it's amazing how much a lot of girls piss me off.... i think it's gotten worse now that arlea told me that a lot of girls at marana don't like me all that much, so i think they piss me off quicker now then ever because i know they all dis-like me

oh well

haha robbie has a penis that is "under par" HAHAHA oh lord..... i find that halarious
he's still semi-cute and extremly funny, so he's allowed

i'm grounded untill tuesday
i can feel the extreme boredom setting in

this is so stupid, i get grounded for being half an hour late when for the last week or so i've been getting home on time or calling to notify the parents if i'll be late, and i get grounded for FOUR FUCKIN' DAYS for being 1/2 hour late, ain't that some bullshit?

oh lord
"dan the man" is a cutie..... but he may be a little too old for me, or rather, i just may be a little too young for him, but like corinne has said, "when has age stopped you before" haha
anyroads, this guy has gorgeous eyes, an awesome laugh and a killer sense of humor, plus i'm feeling the facial hair, haha.......

right so this sucks, i wanted to party it up this weekend with "fernanda" as "gnarly carly" ( i have decided that to make "carly" even more "gnarly" we're gonna spell it with a 'k', so it's now "Gnarly Karly" haha, or i may just stay with the "C"...) damn grounding

for those of you who don't know "Gnarly C/Karly" is, she's my alter ego. if i ever do anything really "extreme" (as in being REALLY dumb, REALLY mean, etc...) it'll actually be "G.C/K" doing it.... not Bre(e).

right

stephan's a hottie as well, i'm diggin the buff-ness going on, but i'm not feeling him calling me a "slut" out of nowhere, i mean holy shit i hardly even know this kid.

sometimes i just want to punch myself in the fuckin face
have you ever felt the world turn? i could swear that night before last i could

i want to make this clear, the guys i mentioned earlier are just cute guys that i happen to have met, i do not "like" these guys, because i do not know them, i just think they're hot.
o.k. now that we've cleared that up....

oh wait i forgot to babble about the other one, oh well.... we'll keep that a secret.

I HATE THE MALL
I HATE THE MALL
I HATE THE MALL
I HATE THE MALL
I HATE THE MALL
I HATE THE MALL
I HATE THE MALL

holy lord, do i hate the fuckin mall..... i hate being sorrounded by chick's dressing and acting like they're the shit, when in fact they are, just SHIT and the's wanna-be "gangsta'" guys.... holy shit, i want to bust a cap in their "g-unit" asses. holy fuckin lord, do i hate the fuckin mall!

when i grow up i want to be a fighter pilot

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 23:38:25 GMT

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

What does your birth month say about you?
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Right So

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 23:01:44 GMT

school has been ok
shannon left to cal
i'm really happy that i swallowed my pride and apoligized for me acting like a 10 year-old. she's really cool
had fun with the emo tears, the lighter and "vindicated" with kaylee.
haha thursday night we spoke of things, such as makeing out, haha
oh lord, then shanae and i watched mxc. HAHAHA, that show is halarious, but i relized it's much more fun when you watch it with someone, versus watching it alone.
then davie and myles came over.YAH!
then school
interesting

wow, it sucks when people change for the worst, and someone you thought you knew, you don't. and they act like fuckin idiots now. idiots meaning all serious and shitty.

Friday night was very fun.

i thought i was going to have to shoot myself to get some attention (bre, you attention whore, you).
then i call up davie and he said, "richard, myles and i are gonna come over" so i say ok and i get all excited.
we sit around and watch billy madison
then myles and dick leave
then davie and i watch "yeah right"
my pants fall down to my knees too many times to count and i make hot chocolate
we then proceed to make our way to the park in the pouring rain
only to be met with more rain on the way to davie's
we sit around there for a little
myles, richard and brandon show up
we go to myles'
the guys dress up
davie goes streaking
brandon throws a frog in myles' car
and i save it's life, then myles goes after it with a plunger
then brandon saves his life by takeing him down the street as i hold back myles
richard and i were the only sane ones that night
cory shows up
they fuck with myles car
an off duty cop shows up
asks where blah-blah-blah (an adress) is
davie says it's his house
he gets in the car
we all get nervous and watch the car drive away
then the cop comes back
he tells us that davie has decided to skate back
we sit and wait
davie tells us that the cops daughter was being followed by a truck
so she jumped over davie's wall and knocked on his back door
i get all nervous relizing i have to walk home at ten
so cory volunteers to drive me home
i get home safely but paranoid and pass out
the END!
clapclapclap

i want to be a construction worker today
yes, a construction worker
ooooo
or maybe a trucker
yeah, a trucker

oh dude, this is horrible
i was hitting on this guy in church
dude, he was hottie
but he was waaaaayyy too into Chris T. (christ) for my likeing

holy shit, kayle(e) if anyone needs a boyfriend, it's me.

yeahyeah i'm done
i'm gonna be a tucker when i grow up today

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 01:12:40 GMT

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don’t bold is false.

01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I’ve tried marijuana
09. I’ve watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I’m really, really smart
21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I’m paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I’m popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I’m a pretty good dancer.
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington

61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV [2]on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I’ve rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I’m not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol before
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend’s ex
99. I have cut my self before [ not on purpose ]
100. I am happy at this moment

School

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 00:38:48 GMT

nothin but fun
but i can feel that rubbing off already
oh i do hate school
yes i do

teachers are o.k.
i have a new found adoration for mr. sawyer
even though he makes fun of me
he seems like a pretty pimperish guy

1st period is pretty unremarkable, but then it usually is
2nd is alright i get to kick it with kaylee, corinne, david m. and baker
3rd is interesting with chase, beaver, arron and ricky
4th is not very much fun, thank god baker came back oh, and josh somethin
5th is o.k. with joe g, codi, nick, josh o. and whitney l.
6th is all fun and games with joe

so shit shall be fun

i feel jipped
guys suck
kalhana is the world's biggest asshole and i'm done
i had wanted to get to know mike more, but it would currently be pointless, and probally shouldn't happen any ways because i discovered the girlfriend

hey, but it's only two guys, and they really had nothing to do with any of my feelings at this moment, what ever those may be

the back of my skull is pounding
i think i may attempt to call david or another and go to the park or something

i'm actually really looking forward to hanging out with joe this year
he's a pretty cool guy

this year feels a lot better than last

holy lord someone in geometry today was really pissing me off, kaylee, you know, holy shit can you say "suck up". oh i bet you can, holy lord some people suprise me.

decided that i'm going to for sure pass composition, there are absolutly no distractions in there and we get to write about random stuff, of the fun

i was thinking of playing basketball this year, i dunno

today i want to be a banker or a poker or a black jack dealer.

I'll miss you, you "super freak"

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 22:38:54 GMT

Rick James
February 1, 1948 - August 6, 2004

Breaking News

LEGENDARY MOTOWN ARTIST RICK JAMES PASSES AWAY

Rick James passed away this morning at 9:20 AM in his sleep of natural causes at his Los Angeles home, per his spokesperson. He was 56 years old. He is survived by his 3 children (Ty, Rick Jr., Tazman) and 2 grandchildren (Jasmine and Charisma).

Last month, he performed his hit "Fire & Desire" with Teena Marie at the BET Awards. He had finished an album and was preparing for its release next year. He was also in discussion with various studios for a movie based on his life.

Born in Buffalo, NY, known as the King of Punk Funk, and the bad boy of Motown, Rick James blended the hard core funk of his predecessors James Brown, Sly Stone and George Clinton with the Rock and Roll theatrics of the Rolling Stones and Kiss. Rick James was the quintessential "Super Freak," a term he coined in the 1980's with the multi-platinum song he wrote, arranged, produced and performed sharing that same title. The single catapulted the album Street Songs to #1 on the R&B charts and #3 on the pop charts. This mega-talented, multi-Grammy and American Music Award winner played at least five different instruments and had not only sold millions himself, he wrote and produced songs for Eddie Murphy, Mary Jane Girls, The Temptations, Teena Marie and Smokey Robinson, all selling millions as well. He licensed his work for sampling by artists such as Mary J. Blige, Erykah Badu and MC Hammer, whose sample of "Super Freak" for the hit single "U Can't Touch This" made Please Hammer, Don't Hurt 'Em the biggest selling rap album in history.

Details on the funeral will be announced shortly.

In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to the American Cancer Society.

Leave a comment in honor of the orignal "Slick Rick"

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 22:45:17 GMT

You are Mitsuko Souma. You are one crazy bitch. You
had the highest female body count in the movie.
You would kill your best friend just to live
another day. But I would still do you.

What Battle Royale student are you?
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haha.... padrick you'd be proud, i'm your female equivalent, haha

Different things....

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 20:58:55 GMT

yes different, meaning not the same

things that are not the same

so let us talk of different things, the ones that aren't the same

like this keyboard
it's been used to exprese many thought and emotions
thoughts of life and love
feelings of hate and adoration
yes
it's been used to calculate seemingly random numbers that all exsist for a reason

and that dent in the wall
there's a person a street back who think that it was there doing
and the burn in the carpet
that was a person far away
it was burnt on a very busy night

don't tell anyone, ok?

let's talk about that key sitting on my desk
i found it not very long ago
it was probaly lost by someone not very long ago

and the dollar taped to the door
my friend gave it to me
but who has touched it before then?
have you?
maybe you have

have you seen a dollar with some 'a's on it and a 'b'?
yes with letter before and after and in the middle
have you?
we wrote on them
yes, we, did

did you know that
one in every billion "briana"'s
is me
don't worry it's not true
i fibbed

have you ever cut yourself and not noticed until the blood stains something you bursh up against?
have you ever cut yourself?
has the blood ever stained?
i bet not
just like the friend said, "it's all for attention"
yes, attention
attention from yourself
attention from your body,
telling you that ,in fact, it is real.

have you ever sat and wondered what someone important was doing when they aren't with you
have you ever imagined them thinking of you
or do you imagine things you wish you hadn't

what if you died right this moment
would it be o.k.?
would everyone you loved know that you loved them
would you know about all the people that loved you

have you ever thrown up thinking about things?
about different things?

oh yes

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 20:28:53 GMT

spent the last couple of days with conrinne (bin)... we shopped... got a belt, suspenders, a purse, records and some glasses... oh and lets not forget the sexy "panties" at the family dollar.. oh yeah. if you'r sexy and you know it clap your hands (corinne you and your purple lepord undies clap here)

i discovered that corinne's boyfriend and his friends are actually (i know it seems impossible) more immature than corinne. haha

i got a hot towel thrown at me at sushi-hama... i have decided that sushi is the shiznit.... b-rad. right

holy lord.... "un-fathful" was just a porn shown in movie theaters. that movie is fuckin retarded

we found out some very interesting secrets

i chopped of random chunks of hair

i got really pissed because of kris and all his shit. i hate that kid

right.....

picked the "brah" thing back up again...

DAVIE'S COMING BACK MANANA! i am so excited... i love the kid... can't wait

very glad i got to chill with corinne before school. it was great fun.

yeah well i'm done...

wow...

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 22:08:55 GMT

i was listening to story of the year, "until the day i die" and i started deeply thinking about the past... all the old friends... all the things i've done... things i've said. wow.
i love that song... it reminds me of a happier time, even though it's a pretty sad song when you really listen and feel it.

i remeber telling a friend that that son was about us. then we went won tickets, went for a walk, barefoot and in pajamas and buried random things at "sea" er... river. then we walked back and talked about things that would happen "one day" and we found some rock friends... rocky and bullwinkle then we picked up a cup we left and talked about what we were thinking about, i lied at one point, i wasn't really thinking about who's walked there before us, i was thinking about how i would be blessed if we stayed friends for as long as we could, and we'd get over fights and we'd do so much more together. then we walked home and it all kinds of fades out.

wow i just earased everything.... then i remembered 2nd grade when my computer lab teacher told me to just press ctrl+z and it'll take back the last thing you did.

yes
ctrl+z
it'll take the last thing you did back

if only

i re-did my favorite songs of all time top 3 list
1) "Could you be loved" - Bob Marley and the Wailers
2) "Just like Heaven" - The Cure
3) "Mary Jane's Last Dance" - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers

yeah i've fellen in love with "could you be loved"
it's a crazy good song.. i loooove the beat and the lyrics hit me right now

i want so much right now... it's crazy shit though.... things that aren't gonna happen.
but i want it so bad

i was talking to joshie last night about myles
it's interesting
he makes me laugh harder than anyone, but he makes me cry harder than anyone,too
i just want to scream
there's this whole side of him i know and i hate..... it's not just the little shit he does, it's a whole piece of him
and i can't stand it
but i love everything else

i want to scream....

i sat a round doing nothing last night until 4.... just sitting and writing and bullshitting and makeing up things, i wrote 10 stories of made-up people and their shit....then i wrote... not really poems... but just random writing...
they've turned out very...umm... interesting

ok i'm done

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Mon, 02 Aug 2004 04:52:41 GMT

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Once it hits your lips, It's so good

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 03:33:54 GMT

haha, there's a hole in my favorite pair or previosly un-holey pants, right at the crotch... YES!
VERY easy access
haha, just kidding!

i just talked to amanda and i have reliezed that i am a horrid bitch
i'm so fuckin rude at times it's horrible
good lord
i vow that from now on i will at least TRY and be a little nicer.

but at the same time
when i grow up i want to be Courtney Love minus the kid and custody shit... and the court and cops shit.... and probally not the drugs.... and the crazy outbursts on planes.....
so wait i guess then without that i can't really be courtney

i love Courtney Love.... as much as people talk shit.. i absolutly adore her......

part of me wants to be with someone tonight and the other just wants to lay in bed....
maybe i can do both and convince someone to talk to me all night....

but i want to lay in someone elses bed until the sun comes up
i want to talk to them as they look at me in the eyes from a foot away until i go cross eyed
then be held in there arms as i pour my heart out and cry until i turn blue
i want to breath them in until i choke
i want to smile as they brush away my fears
i want someone to show that they give a shit

the two people that would do that with me are out of town.....

i found out that i have geometry with arlea and photo with desi
um i already knew that i have composition with kelli.....

i was just thinking about next year.....
davie and i have decided that i'm going with him everytime he goes to the track... actually he decided i don't really care either way.....

so stoked.... myles gets to drive me to and from school everyday... YAH!
haha.. yes inside.... yes shh.. that thing
haha
aww man

i have decided that avril lavign isn't all that bad as well as ashlee simpson

yesyes.. i am done now...

Have you ever been allergic?

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 21:20:29 GMT

right... so i was laying on my bed just now, stareing at the celling fan and picking my nose, and then it hit me. one hundred and twenty-eight days until i turn 15. that and shit can only get better.
i hate to think that i may jinx it.... but oh-fuckin-well.

right... i want to see napolean dynamite like crazy... but the only place their playing it is... well i forgot... but there's only one and i wanna go

i want to call someone and bitch at them... but that won't be fun

i think i'm gonna call corinne and apoligize for all the bad things that i've said about her (in my head)...... then i'm going to call david and talk about life
then i will call tyler to cry to about my love life
then i will call kris and bitch at him
then in a new found happy mood, i will call shanae and see what she's doing and try to plan something
then i will call kaylee and see what she's doing and catch up
then i will do the same with aimee

i think that will be my day
yes
yes yes

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 07:45:33 GMT

i've got myself
i need to learn how to deal with me
before i deal with other people

have you ever had someone tell you the brutal truth about what other people think of you?
yeah it's ok
i guess everything could be worse
right?

i have just now discovered from another person that people don't like me
that blows
but i guess that i have to deal
or i have to change
or i have to finish it all

think about it
everyone's fucked up in some sort of way
no one is going to be loved by everyone

sleep

I'm so happy 'cause today I've found my friends, they're in my head...

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 05:15:35 GMT

kris is an asshole
alex is a pot head
myles is getting there
steve-o/tim is also a pot head

I GIVE UP ON COCKS THAT WANT TO GET DOWN MY PANTS!

i also give up on this horrible, cynical, self-loathing way of thought
takein' it back kiddies....
to when stuff was fun

that's right
i've decided to start my self over
even if you aren't fully aware of the extent of this 'reset'
it's happening right under your nose

and i'm glad
i'm glad shit changed
and not to be a bitch
but those of you who like to think you did it are wrong
you may have made me think about it
but you didn't do this

i did

right
right

i'm so confused
i hear noises

i want someone here
right this moment
someonr that i know of course
not some stranger breaking into my house
i'm gonna piss myself
i need to go
but i'm scared to go into the bathroom
holy shit am i paranoid

back to what's important
i'm done feeling unimportant
and not cared about
i may not be everything i want to be at this moment
but i mean this is actually working pretty o.k.
i mostly worked shit out with my parents

things feel better
i'm really done careing about the bad shit
i'm focused on what's right, right now
i may not be "partners in crime" with arlea anymore
but i do have other friend
i may have my ex-best friend, whom i thought i could trust spreading rumors about me
but i do have some kick ass guys that don't believe that shit

what i do have is a hell of a lot better then what i did have

shits happy
yesyes
happy

i love it

Well then

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 02:26:16 GMT

[Spell your first name back wards]: elociN anairB

[How old?]: 14 1/2

[Height]:5'5

[4 words that sum you up]: Loud, Random, Goofy and Bre(e)

DESCRIBE YOUR-

[Sunglasses]: On lens is red and the other is blue and they say Spy Kids 3D on the sides... yeah i know.. they're pimperish, i had to buy a movie for those shits, hahaha.

[Shoes]: let's see, i have three pair of converse, red, black and blue, a pair of grey Adrian Lopez's, two pairs of DC's, one three years onld and the other pair covered with mud, white, played out Jeremy Wray Adios, $20 Black Shaq's, white nike's, black adidas, and bowling shoes

[Cologne/Perfume: Lilu, from pac sun, that's some yummy stuff

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -

[Best friend(s)]: now that i think about it, Myles

[Best friend you trust more than anyone]: Myles

[Fetishes]: broken noses, don't ask.....

[Person you wish you could see right now]: Kris

[Is next to you]: no one

[Some of your favorite movies]: Breakfast club, Pulp Fiction, Air Heads, Old School, Lady of the Night (old b&w), Alice in Wonderland, Peter Pan, Dodgeball, oh and does the "Blue Collar Comedy Tour" count?! i love that movie

[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: David Q. comeing back from Cal, Readoso with the extended fam, and my birthday

ETC _

[Do you like candles]: depends, but mostly no

[Do you believe in love]: sometimes...

[What do you want done with your body when you die]: i want to be cremated and be equally split up between the ocean in Cal, my grandma's in Texas and with my family in Arizona

[Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend]: no, but sometimes i wish i did

[Do you like someone right now?]: A couple of people...

[Do they know?]: i'm pretty damn sure they do, i think i've made it known

[What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: 6-7 ish in the a.m.

[What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]:San Diego, California, Hunington Beach, California, Las Vegas, Nevada, Kahuku on the Oahu island of Hawai'i, or New York, New York

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: Ritz and Eazy Cheese, cookie dough ice cream, egg rolls and friend rice from China House (the place next to Dragon's ink and behind Chuy's) oreos (regular, uh-oh and golden) and milk, and otter pops

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: DAVIE! and BAKER! and Tasha

[Do you like having your picture taken?]: for the most part... but i'm not down for the 7th grade, early morning and booger pickin ones (yeah, that was really funny,i fuckin hate you(haha, i don't hate you, THAT much)

[If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why?]: right this moment... i'd go with davie in SD or Tasha in Pasadena or Baker in Vegas

[Can you sing?]: oh god no.... i'm like William Hung

[Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks?]: yeah, i find myself singing all the time

[Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line?]: yeah, more times than i'm proud of

[Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash?]: gum...

[What color are your eyes?]: dark brown, almost black

[If you could only talk to one person online who would that be?] no one's really fun to talk online to

[Name your favorite type of music and why]: rock... it feeds my need for energy

[Are you a vegetarian?]:i used to be... i just can't do it anymore

[Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors?]: Big Daddy and Air Heads

[What's your least favorite time of day?]: morning

[Do you use hairspray or gel?]: harldy ever

[Describe your favorite meal]: egg rolls, lots and lots with egg rolls, fried rice and egg drop soup from China House oh, and hooters wings (3 mile island or 911) for good measure

[What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated?]: 4-5 years

[How long does it take you to get ready to go out?]: 15 minutes to an hour depending on where i'm going and who i'm with

[Are candles romantic or a fire hazard?]: fire hazard

[Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small]: i ate chinese food at the China House... yummy!

[Can you break dance?] i've tired.. but now i just end up looking like an idiot and hurting myself

[Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area?]: i haven't and i probally wouldn't... in a sober state at least

[What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you?]: leave me behind

[What makes you unique in your own opinion?] my need to be loud and random and my very, uh, "open" behavior

[What would you like to do with your life?] i'd like to look back and know that i did what ever the fuck i wanted to

[What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning?] what happened the night before

[Ever seen a shooting star?] yeah, but only two wishes have ever come true and one is kinda shakey at the moment

[What's your favorite cereal?] Rice Krispies with lot and lots of Sugar

[Who do you miss?] everyone that's ever left me

Describe your / Do you?

Drive: i don't know how, and everyone refuses to teach me, fearing the worst...

Room: pretty big, very orange, red and pink and really messy

School: Not very eventful, but i wouldn't be able to leave before i had to cause i would miss the guys way too much

Consider yourself a good listener: no, not really

Consider yourself a good friend: for the most part

Get Along with your parents: i get along perfectly with my mom when my dads not home and vice versa but when they're both home only when they're ignoreing me

Pray: in bad situations

Like to make fun of people: wow i feel guilty, yes i do

Like to talk on the phone: depends on the person and the subject

Favorites

Favorite Sport: does poker count?

Favorite Friend(s): Myles, Davie and Colton, i don't talk to him that much but when i do he always makes me feel really good

Favorite Movie Quote: "Love, it is a mother fucker, eh?" - Old School

Favorite Scent: chinese food and kris

Do You Wear Make-Up?: just eyeliner

Would you ever ask someone out? Like a date? Possibly…boyfriend? yeah

Love, Life & Friends

What is the first thing you notice about someone? nose (haha), shoes, posture, and laugh

When's the last time you cried? about a month ago, it was completely pointless and someone needs to punch me in the face for it

What do you want to be when you grow up? a batrtender/hooter's girl/physical therepist/masuse(sp?)/lawyer/drugdealer/stand-up comedian/bar-owner yeah all those oh and a baletrena (sp?)

Do you want children? my first urge is to say, FUCK NO! but yeah, maybe

Within the last 24 hours, have you..

Had a serious talk? yes

Hugged someone? no

Do you like to

Give hugs? yes

Take walks in the rain? of course!

Do you use chap stick? yes i am addicted to Carmex and Dr.Pepper flavored

In the last month have/did you..

Go on a date? me and my mom went out to see dodge ball! she's my favorite date, hahaha

Go to the movies? yes, as i just said...

Go to the mall? yes

Realized you hadn't talked to someone you wish you had? yeah...

Been dumped? nope, i have no one to break up with me

More stuff

Cold or hot? cold, but plesantly so

Rain or snow? rain

Rose or Daisy? I HATE FLOWERS! Tyler knows all about that "PETA" deal, haha.

Chocolate milk or plain milk? Chocolate

Bath or shower? shower, bath's are disgusting, i have this problem with wallowing in my own grossness

Bedtime phrase: I dall shepart, i was little and i made it up, leave me alone....

Do you/Would you dye your hair? i kinda did it once, it turned out kinda.. eh.. different....haha, but currentyl, i do want to

Speeding or running red lights? Speeding

Gold or silver? silver

Even More stuff

[Who was the last person you yelled at?] the midget, Princess Nadia Mia

[When was the last time you laughed all day?] it was a pull-up water -diaper comercial, i think but it was very funny

[Did you ever attend a private school?] no

[Do you exercise or work out regularly?] um i've been going to the gym lately

behind....

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:30:05 GMT

wow, it's the 16th..... 3 more days till i get my braces off, happy-happy-joy-joy... that's right, i'm takeing it back to 6th grade, bitches. haha

things are alright
better
yes, better
improved, you could even say
but at the very least better

i felt really weird last night
i got into bed around 9
sat in thought
and at 1:14 (wow, how time flies)
i got really paranoid
so i got up to turn on my beautiful Ikea lamp, that it's in a million moves and a million people's houses, a little
i almost feel getting of the bed
i felt drunk
i was so uncordinated and dizy that i dropped to the floor
it scared the shit out of me
and i kinda just laid there, for what i thought was maybe, at the most, 10 minutes
i was thinking really fast
it felt like when i have a fever and i start halucinating,
i look up and the clock's red lights are screaming to me that it's 1:55
then i can't remember what happened but i woke up in my bed this morning

it was interesting
i think i'm gonna take an early visit to my doctor "friends" tommorow

joshie and i talked about some pretty strange stuff the other night
i actually can't remember when it was
the days all seem to run together now that i don't have to go summer school

talking to alex
wow, he's great fun
um later
i'm done

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 00:11:24 GMT

(x) I have drank.
(x) I have smoked pot.
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex. i don't count pecks on the lips
( ) I have kissed a member of the same sex.
( ) I have crashed a friend's car.
( ) I have been to Japan.
(x) I have ridden in a taxi.
( ) I have had anal sex.
( ) I have been in love.
( ) I have had sex in public.
(x) I have been dumped.
(x) I have shoplifted.
( ) I have been fired.
( ) I have been in a fist fight.
( ) I have had a three-some
( ) I've been caught masturbating.
( ) I have peed on myself.
( ) I had sex with a member of the same sex.
( ) I have been arrested.
(x) I made out with a stranger.
( ) I stole something from my job.
( ) I celebrated new years in Time Square.
( ) I went on a blind date.
(x) I have lied to a friend.
( ) I had a crush on a teacher.
( ) I have celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans.
(x) I have skipped school.
( ) I have slept with a co-worker.

FIRSTS.
First best friend: Matasha Mata... we've been friends since 3rd grade, and we were inseperable, but we've kinda lost contact since i moved from Califronia
First date: um i think is was pre-school, my mom took me to watch Lion King with a little boy and his mom, we sat next to each other, and held hands, haha.
First meaningful kiss: Myles
First real break-up: Myles (i also don't count anyone pre-myles as a boyfriend)
First screen name: riobaby160
First self purchased album: i don't recall
First funeral: my great-aunt
First pets: patches, the kitten form hell. she didn't like me much, and made it known
First piercing/tattoo: ears, and i'll hopefully get my first tattoo soon
First credit card: don't have one yet
First true love: don't think i've had one yet
First enemy: i actually think it was jessika schwartz in 5th grade
First musician you remember hearing in your house?: the cure

LASTS.
Last cigarette: 3 or 4 days ago
Last car ride: maybe 2 hours ago
Last kiss: i'd rather not mention the name, but it was a couple weeks after school got out
Last movie seen: i watched like 15minutes of the brekfast club, before fat myles and steve wrestled the remote away from me
Last beverage drank: dr.pepper
Last food consumed: ritz crackers with eazy chese
Last crush: i'd rather not mention them
Last phone call: josh
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my favorite, fucked up, black converse
Last item bought: hmm... i don' remember
Last annoyance: my mom and her closed mind
Last disappointment: last night, myles didn't call when i wanted him to, haha
Last time wanting to die: um january 27th
Last hoodie worn: my beautiful Adio one, that i stole from davie q
Last song you sang: teen spirit - nirvana
What is in your cd player?: the gin blossoms
What color socks are you wearing?: pink and white striped
What Color of underwear: black
What's under your bed?: clothes, books, cds
What time did you wake up today?: 8

FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: everywhere
What is your career going to be?: bartender.... and a therepist, a sports agent, a lwayer, zookepper oh and a hooters girl! hahaha
Where are you going to live?: everywhere, but namely cal and vegas
How many kids do you want?: maybe none or maybe 3 or 2, 1 would work too, but no more than 4