August 31st, 2004

Current Music: Only Ashes - Something Corporate Time: 05:33 pm

My cuzzie sent it to me.... **Have You Ever?** *. KISSED YOUR COUSIN?haha, no *. RAN AWAY? no, as much as i threaten it *. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? supposibly *. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? yeah *. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? uh-huh, R.I.P. "Mr. Tom" *. BROKEN A BONE? nope *. DRANK ALCOHOL? yeah *. LIED: yeah *. CRIED IN SCHOOL? yeah ::This or That:: *. COKE OR PEPSI? Pepsi *. SPRITE OR 7UP? Sprite *. FLOWERS OR CANDY? Candy, I hate Flowers *. QUIET OR LOUD? Loud *. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? don't really give a shit *. TALL OR SHORT? Taller than i am at least *. JEANS OR SHORTS? jeans *..::The Last Time You::..* *. SHOWERED? last night *. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? Sunday morning ::What Is::...? *. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? don't have one *. PERSON YOU HATE MOST? um i dunno, kinda grown out of that hate *. LUCKY NUMBER? 17 or 7 ::?::What is your favorite..?:: *. COLOR? red (and orange and pink) *. MOVIE? Napolean Dynamite, airheads, and i now love Amelie *. BOOK? Da vinci code, Running with Scissors and Green Eggs and ham *. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? I hate school, but photography, i guess *. CARS? 2004 Black, F-150, Crew Cab and mud flaps with those sexy mud flap girls *. ICE CREAM? Chocolate chip cookie dough *. HOLIDAY? haloween *. SEASON? Winter, i'd so much rather be cold that hot *. BREAKFAST FOOD? Cold, cheese Damino's Pizza '::...Who...::' *. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? Rine *. MAKES YOU SMILE? Rine *. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU? Rine... lol, no just kidding, Robbie *?::Do You Ever::?* *. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT? yeah, twice, feel asleep with the phone in my hand *. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS? no *. SAVE E-MAILS? i hate e-mails *. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE? a couple time *. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS? not recently (meaning not in the last 3 years) \*\::...Have You...::\*\ *. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? no *. MADE OUT WITH JUST A FRIEND? yeah... *. BEEN IN LOVE? yeah *. BEEN IN LUST? more than once *. USED SOMEONE? i might have *. BEEN USED? yeah *. CHEATED ON SOMEONE?: i have regreted it everyday of my life *. BEEN CHEATED ON? not that i know of *. BEEN KISSED? yes *. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? too many to count ...::Who was the last person::... *. YOU TOUCHED? can't remember *. YOU TALKED TO? can't remember *. YOU IM'ed? heidi *. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART? rather not speak of such things *..::Do you::..* *. COLOR YOUR HAIR? um i have just recently *. HAVE TATTOOS? oh lord, do i wish *. HAVE PIERCINGS? my ears *. HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no *. EVER GET OFF THIS DAMN COMPUTER? yeah *::Have you / do you / are you::* *. SMOKE? yes/no/yes ( i don't know if anyone caught that) *. OBSESSIVE? yeah *. PANIC? yeah *. DEPRESSED? i have been and i go through periods where i am *. SUICIDAL? i was *. OBSESSED WITH HATE? no, can't say that i am *. DREAM OF MUTILATED BODIES, BLOOD, DEATH, AND GORE? nope, not lately at least, haha *. CAN YOU DO ANYTHING FREAKISH WITH YOUR BODY? no, not really *. WOULD YOU MARRY FOR MONEY? no that's horrible *. HAVE YOU HAD BRACES? yeah, and now i have gorgeous straight teeth *. DO YOU PLUCK YOUR EYEBROWS? yeah *. DO YOU LIKE HAIRY BACKS? haha, no not really *. COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT A COMPUTER? yeah *. DO YOU USE ICQ, AOL, AIM, ETC..? aim *. DO YOU WEAR SHOES IN THE HOUSE OR TAKE THEM OFF? usually off *. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT? green apples *. DO YOU EAT WHITE OR WHEAT BREAD? wheat *. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO VISIT? anywhere with friends *. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? Amelie *. DO YOU DREAM IN COLOR OR BLACK AND WHITE? color ARE YOU WEARING FINGERNAIL POLISH? chipped bright pink

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August 30th, 2004

Time: 08:33 pm

i don't know whether the tears are from the chlorine or if they're real tears i don't know if the pit in my stomach is from too many carbonated beverages or from loneliness i don't know what i'm doing

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August 29th, 2004

Current Music: "son of a precher man" - Janis Joplin Time: 08:38 pm Current Mood: indescribable

I'm glad everything last night happened in the order they did with out Kyle's comment about my looks i don't think i would have gotten through what was just said so positively i just wook up for the world's best nap, since i don't remember if i slept longer for like than 2 minutes last night... er, this morning i mean i knew that what happened between him and i wasn't going to mean very much, because of the named (age) difference, that i talked about earlier so i called him to thank him for driving my ass around and for Denny's and mentioned what had happened and he's words were, "we were just haveing a good time" i find it so funny that i took it so fuckin well i honestly believe that without what Kyle had said last night, wether it was true or not, she made me feel that it was and really helped me feel that this isn't a big deal because it really isn't but i did learn a lot i know now what i'm really looking for in a guy and it's nothing that i've been doing lately so, it wasn't a complete faluire, hahaha (what did you shot 'em with?) A 12-gage, what do you think!?

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Current Music: "walk idiot walk" the hives Subject: HOLY SHIT Time: 01:02 pm Current Mood: loved

Thank god for weekends. hahaha shanae couldn't get a ride to see Napolean Dynamite, so i ended up calling a couple of the guys to see what the word on the street was, but ended up calling Corinne. holy shit was that fun met her dad, and older brother cassidy we then went with cass to see ND at 7:some, great movie, made me giggle pretty hard went to some guy's house, after we bouhgt slurpee's with hott guys on the cups (shawn white and carey hart) then i think we went to Fiesta Bowling met cassidy's friends, april, sierra, kyle, jason, adam, meghan and the guy who gave me a monzerela stick bowled a while, beat cassidy ever time feel in love with kyle (who is female), such a sweetheart, she gave me this huge ego boost,haha, and i have a lot more confidence went to denny's around 1 or 2 in the a.m. threw some sasauges and bouncy balls made dumb jokes and made the poor waiter get us a bunch of extra waters, toast, and eggs ended up at cassidy's watched Amelie, as we were all laying across cass's bed Amelie is such a cute movie and i have decided that french is such a hot language corinne passed out and i ended up haveing a nice conversation with cassidy after the movie ended up back at rine's this morning greeted with a lock-down and pancakes wow, it sounds so boring when i write it that way but it was killer fun holy lord, do i love corinne the girl is the shit, and i'm killer lucky to have a bitchin friend like her omg.... corinne, did you hear that sucking noise?! haha thanks for not punching me in the face this morning haha, hey atleast it was me and not "R.E.L.", right? oh wow, great times i have decided that brushing your teeth is the friggin coolest thing to do in the whole world. YOU MADE ME LOOK LIKE A FRIGGIN IDIOT.... Tina, come get some ham I caught you a beautiful bass (or some shit) Wanna come over and sit on it? hahaha Pedro for President vote for me and all your wildest dreams will come true LaFawnduh, yeah! right o.k. i'm done really into this guy at the moment, um , don't know how shit's gonna go though i mean i really can't hope for too much, i'm 14 and he's 19 and i think that may be a problem for him but hey, i can't bitch that much i was killer while it lasted haha, yeah the whole day i spent with him i'm such an idiot sometimes....haha i was in such a horrid mood friday ngiht, and saturday morning, then i meet up with corine and my mood got so much better she's awesome, she has a great personality, and i can't manage to stay upset when i'm with her i love you, rine! wow, i can not stop smileing i keep getting the chills, too ok i need to stop i sound like an uber-moron i want to be a tupperware sales"person" when i grow up oh, or a sushi chef YEAH, a sushi chef

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August 27th, 2004

Current Music: "sand an d lonely" the secret machines Time: 09:13 pm Current Mood: nostalgic

tonight was rather interesting.... went ot the park, kinda hopeing that josh was there. ended up being "gnarly karly" and hanging out with the usuals. got really excited because steve-o was gonna take me to McDick's, but it took him too long so i ended up going with Josh Osteen, had in interesting convo and returned with a sudae a strawberry milk shake for Tyler and my beloved, long awaited LARGE VANILLA MILKSHAKE. So i give tyler his strawberry milkshake and as he's huggin me, my shake gets caught on his shirt and spills. i about cried, no not really, it wasn't a biggie..... ended up stareing at all the guy's crotches. yeah, that was fun..... hahaha i'm so proud of myself.... right so i was digging Robbie, so today in photo i got this bitchin idea to give him my number and i developed the bitchin photo of my number in front of him, and gave it to him. I was pretty proud of myself.... haha and then robbie and joe tried on my pants as i tried on joe's and robbie's, it was great. i've decided that i want to be hindu. yeah i've also decided that i want to be a pro surfer when i grow up. how do i fall in love so fast all over again with a guy that makes me cry to no end. myles drove me home, i wanted to shoot myself. i'm a fuckin idiot. i need to get over this shit, i mean i think i am because of this robbie shit, but i'm not really. i mean holy fuck he's obviously over me. sometimes i regret everything i've ever done. i kind of wish i never had met him, never have fallen so deeply in love. i must sound a like a fuckin babbleing jackass. i just need to get all this out in the open right now, i mean, not a lot of people read this, so it won't be that big of a deal.... wow i reme,ber the first day we met. i remember that night, learing everything. i remember knowing i would never ever ever be able to get over him. i told that kid so much shit, he knows me a shitload better than my own parents do. better than i do for fuck's sake. he's held so many secrets for me, shit that i would have never been able to tell anyone else. i miss how shit was, i'd go throw all the horrible things all over again, just get back to the time that i knew he loved me. i want to cry lord, sometimes i hate myself.

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August 26th, 2004

Subject: how fast Time: 05:30 pm

it amazes me how my emotions change so rapidly.... well this time it wasn't all me, it was a stupid phone call if you had never left me you would have never have to worry about getting me back don't be sorry to me that you weren't there when you thought i needed you, you missed a lot, and if i never even knew that you could be there i never knew i needed you i never needed you, NEVER, people who have really loved me have always furfilled all of my needs it's your fault you don't know me now, if you would have known me in the past, you'd know me now i always knew about you, always, but i never knew i was yours, because i never was, and i'm still not it's all your fault do not ever blame anything on me it's amazing to me that you know absolutly nothing about the person you have created it's amazing to me that you had something to do with me in the first place you are nothing in me nothing you're a fuckin idiot.

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Current Music: "make me over" hole Subject: Holy Lord Time: 04:15 pm Current Mood: blank

Tamagotchi's are comeing back... omg... i remember i had a million of those and those damn giga pets... i even had the salem one from Sabrina the teenage witch, and the limited addition gold tamagotchi. i took them camping with me once, that's horrible Dan the man is gonna be 20 in november, so all hope there is completly lost, oh well he wasn't that hot anyways i haven't seen stephan in a while, so i don't really give a shit anymore No me gusta el David, pero si me gusta el Robbie..... No me gustas loss accidentes de caros, pero si me gustas los cenciertos..... No me gusta la novia de me ex-novio, pero si me gustas los amigos de mi ex-novio..... yeah.... i'm an idiot... i think i accedently sent david the wrong message.... i kinda feel asleep on his bed, next to him err... more across his chest and i don't like him i'm an idiot Robbie's cute... alrea, aubree (nikki) and desi got in a car accident and scared the shit out of me.... a lot of people are going to killswitch, and i'm not, becuase my parents are paraniod.... tori, no, myles' friends, yes....... wink-wink i want cookies..... chase loves da coc(/o)k(ies) i want to be a brain surgon (sp) today

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August 21st, 2004

Current Music: "only wanna be with you" - hootie and the blowfish Subject: E-M-P-I-R-E! that fuckin song is stuck in my head!!! AHHHHHH!!! Time: 03:41 pm

Haven't updated in a week, oh well, nothing too interesting happened lord i have fallen in "love" three times this week, haha i guess that's kinda interesting. it's amazing how much a lot of girls piss me off.... i think it's gotten worse now that arlea told me that a lot of girls at marana don't like me all that much, so i think they piss me off quicker now then ever because i know they all dis-like me oh well haha robbie has a penis that is "under par" HAHAHA oh lord..... i find that halarious he's still semi-cute and extremly funny, so he's allowed i'm grounded untill tuesday i can feel the extreme boredom setting in this is so stupid, i get grounded for being half an hour late when for the last week or so i've been getting home on time or calling to notify the parents if i'll be late, and i get grounded for FOUR FUCKIN' DAYS for being 1/2 hour late, ain't that some bullshit? oh lord "dan the man" is a cutie..... but he may be a little too old for me, or rather, i just may be a little too young for him, but like corinne has said, "when has age stopped you before" haha anyroads, this guy has gorgeous eyes, an awesome laugh and a killer sense of humor, plus i'm feeling the facial hair, haha....... right so this sucks, i wanted to party it up this weekend with "fernanda" as "gnarly carly" ( i have decided that to make "carly" even more "gnarly" we're gonna spell it with a 'k', so it's now "Gnarly Karly" haha, or i may just stay with the "C"...) damn grounding for those of you who don't know "Gnarly C/Karly" is, she's my alter ego. if i ever do anything really "extreme" (as in being REALLY dumb, REALLY mean, etc...) it'll actually be "G.C/K" doing it.... not Bre(e). right stephan's a hottie as well, i'm diggin the buff-ness going on, but i'm not feeling him calling me a "slut" out of nowhere, i mean holy shit i hardly even know this kid. sometimes i just want to punch myself in the fuckin face have you ever felt the world turn? i could swear that night before last i could i want to make this clear, the guys i mentioned earlier are just cute guys that i happen to have met, i do not "like" these guys, because i do not know them, i just think they're hot. o.k. now that we've cleared that up.... oh wait i forgot to babble about the other one, oh well.... we'll keep that a secret. I HATE THE MALL I HATE THE MALL I HATE THE MALL I HATE THE MALL I HATE THE MALL I HATE THE MALL I HATE THE MALL holy lord, do i hate the fuckin mall..... i hate being sorrounded by chick's dressing and acting like they're the shit, when in fact they are, just SHIT and the's wanna-be "gangsta'" guys.... holy shit, i want to bust a cap in their "g-unit" asses. holy fuckin lord, do i hate the fuckin mall! when i grow up i want to be a fighter pilot

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August 15th, 2004

Time: 04:23 pm

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical What does your birth month say about you? brought to you by Quizilla

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Current Music: "Home" Breaking Benjamin Subject: Right So Time: 03:05 pm Current Mood: nervous

school has been ok shannon left to cal i'm really happy that i swallowed my pride and apoligized for me acting like a 10 year-old. she's really cool had fun with the emo tears, the lighter and "vindicated" with kaylee. haha thursday night we spoke of things, such as makeing out, haha oh lord, then shanae and i watched mxc. HAHAHA, that show is halarious, but i relized it's much more fun when you watch it with someone, versus watching it alone. then davie and myles came over.YAH! then school interesting wow, it sucks when people change for the worst, and someone you thought you knew, you don't. and they act like fuckin idiots now. idiots meaning all serious and shitty. Friday night was very fun. i thought i was going to have to shoot myself to get some attention (bre, you attention whore, you). then i call up davie and he said, "richard, myles and i are gonna come over" so i say ok and i get all excited. we sit around and watch billy madison then myles and dick leave then davie and i watch "yeah right" my pants fall down to my knees too many times to count and i make hot chocolate we then proceed to make our way to the park in the pouring rain only to be met with more rain on the way to davie's we sit around there for a little myles, richard and brandon show up we go to myles' the guys dress up davie goes streaking brandon throws a frog in myles' car and i save it's life, then myles goes after it with a plunger then brandon saves his life by takeing him down the street as i hold back myles richard and i were the only sane ones that night cory shows up they fuck with myles car an off duty cop shows up asks where blah-blah-blah (an adress) is davie says it's his house he gets in the car we all get nervous and watch the car drive away then the cop comes back he tells us that davie has decided to skate back we sit and wait davie tells us that the cops daughter was being followed by a truck so she jumped over davie's wall and knocked on his back door i get all nervous relizing i have to walk home at ten so cory volunteers to drive me home i get home safely but paranoid and pass out the END! clapclapclap i want to be a construction worker today yes, a construction worker ooooo or maybe a trucker yeah, a trucker oh dude, this is horrible i was hitting on this guy in church dude, he was hottie but he was waaaaayyy too into Chris T. (christ) for my likeing holy shit, kayle(e) if anyone needs a boyfriend, it's me. yeahyeah i'm done i'm gonna be a tucker when i grow up today

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August 11th, 2004

Time: 05:59 pm

INSTRUCTIONS: 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don’t bold is false. 01. I miss somebody right now. 02. I don’t watch much TV these days 03. I love olives 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses 07. I love to play video games 08. I’ve tried marijuana 09. I’ve watched porn movies 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year 17. I have a hobby 18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I’m really, really smart 21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain 24. I’m paranoid at times 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free 26. I need money right now! 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast 29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past 37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look sometimes 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to cornrow 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past 46. I have a hidden talent 47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have 48. I think that I’m popular 49. I am currently single 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex 51. I enjoy talking on the phone 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants 53. I love to shop 54. I would rather shop than eat 55. I would classify myself as ghetto 56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal 58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them. 59. I’m a pretty good dancer. 60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in God. 64. I watch MTV [2]on a daily basis 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months 66. I love drama 67. I have never been in a real relationship before 68. I’ve rejected someone before 69. I currently have a crush on someone. 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life 71. I want to have children in the future 72. I have changed a diaper before 73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before 74. I bite my nails 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I’m not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes 81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol before 84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past 85. I own the "South Park" movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy some country music 89. I would die for my best friends 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story" 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend’s ex 99. I have cut my self before [ not on purpose ] 100. I am happy at this moment

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Current Music: "hunter" bjork Subject: School Time: 05:17 pm Current Mood: calm

nothin but fun but i can feel that rubbing off already oh i do hate school yes i do teachers are o.k. i have a new found adoration for mr. sawyer even though he makes fun of me he seems like a pretty pimperish guy 1st period is pretty unremarkable, but then it usually is 2nd is alright i get to kick it with kaylee, corinne, david m. and baker 3rd is interesting with chase, beaver, arron and ricky 4th is not very much fun, thank god baker came back oh, and josh somethin 5th is o.k. with joe g, codi, nick, josh o. and whitney l. 6th is all fun and games with joe so shit shall be fun i feel jipped guys suck kalhana is the world's biggest asshole and i'm done i had wanted to get to know mike more, but it would currently be pointless, and probally shouldn't happen any ways because i discovered the girlfriend hey, but it's only two guys, and they really had nothing to do with any of my feelings at this moment, what ever those may be the back of my skull is pounding i think i may attempt to call david or another and go to the park or something i'm actually really looking forward to hanging out with joe this year he's a pretty cool guy this year feels a lot better than last holy lord someone in geometry today was really pissing me off, kaylee, you know, holy shit can you say "suck up". oh i bet you can, holy lord some people suprise me. decided that i'm going to for sure pass composition, there are absolutly no distractions in there and we get to write about random stuff, of the fun i was thinking of playing basketball this year, i dunno today i want to be a banker or a poker or a black jack dealer.

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August 6th, 2004

Subject: I'll miss you, you "super freak" Time: 03:36 pm

Rick James February 1, 1948 - August 6, 2004 Breaking News LEGENDARY MOTOWN ARTIST RICK JAMES PASSES AWAY Rick James passed away this morning at 9:20 AM in his sleep of natural causes at his Los Angeles home, per his spokesperson. He was 56 years old. He is survived by his 3 children (Ty, Rick Jr., Tazman) and 2 grandchildren (Jasmine and Charisma). Last month, he performed his hit "Fire & Desire" with Teena Marie at the BET Awards. He had finished an album and was preparing for its release next year. He was also in discussion with various studios for a movie based on his life. Born in Buffalo, NY, known as the King of Punk Funk, and the bad boy of Motown, Rick James blended the hard core funk of his predecessors James Brown, Sly Stone and George Clinton with the Rock and Roll theatrics of the Rolling Stones and Kiss. Rick James was the quintessential "Super Freak," a term he coined in the 1980's with the multi-platinum song he wrote, arranged, produced and performed sharing that same title. The single catapulted the album Street Songs to #1 on the R&B charts and #3 on the pop charts. This mega-talented, multi-Grammy and American Music Award winner played at least five different instruments and had not only sold millions himself, he wrote and produced songs for Eddie Murphy, Mary Jane Girls, The Temptations, Teena Marie and Smokey Robinson, all selling millions as well. He licensed his work for sampling by artists such as Mary J. Blige, Erykah Badu and MC Hammer, whose sample of "Super Freak" for the hit single "U Can't Touch This" made Please Hammer, Don't Hurt 'Em the biggest selling rap album in history. Details on the funeral will be announced shortly. In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to the American Cancer Society. Leave a comment in honor of the orignal "Slick Rick"

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August 5th, 2004

Time: 03:43 pm

You are Mitsuko Souma. You are one crazy bitch. You had the highest female body count in the movie. You would kill your best friend just to live another day. But I would still do you. What Battle Royale student are you? brought to you by Quizilla haha.... padrick you'd be proud, i'm your female equivalent, haha

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Current Music: "Mercy in you" Depeche mode Subject: Different things.... Time: 01:42 pm

yes different, meaning not the same things that are not the same so let us talk of different things, the ones that aren't the same like this keyboard it's been used to exprese many thought and emotions thoughts of life and love feelings of hate and adoration yes it's been used to calculate seemingly random numbers that all exsist for a reason and that dent in the wall there's a person a street back who think that it was there doing and the burn in the carpet that was a person far away it was burnt on a very busy night don't tell anyone, ok? let's talk about that key sitting on my desk i found it not very long ago it was probaly lost by someone not very long ago and the dollar taped to the door my friend gave it to me but who has touched it before then? have you? maybe you have have you seen a dollar with some 'a's on it and a 'b'? yes with letter before and after and in the middle have you? we wrote on them yes, we, did did you know that one in every billion "briana"'s is me don't worry it's not true i fibbed have you ever cut yourself and not noticed until the blood stains something you bursh up against? have you ever cut yourself? has the blood ever stained? i bet not just like the friend said, "it's all for attention" yes, attention attention from yourself attention from your body, telling you that ,in fact, it is real. have you ever sat and wondered what someone important was doing when they aren't with you have you ever imagined them thinking of you or do you imagine things you wish you hadn't what if you died right this moment would it be o.k.? would everyone you loved know that you loved them would you know about all the people that loved you have you ever thrown up thinking about things? about different things?

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Current Music: "A forest" The Cure Subject: oh yes Time: 01:11 pm Current Mood: bouncy

spent the last couple of days with conrinne (bin)... we shopped... got a belt, suspenders, a purse, records and some glasses... oh and lets not forget the sexy "panties" at the family dollar.. oh yeah. if you'r sexy and you know it clap your hands (corinne you and your purple lepord undies clap here) i discovered that corinne's boyfriend and his friends are actually (i know it seems impossible) more immature than corinne. haha i got a hot towel thrown at me at sushi-hama... i have decided that sushi is the shiznit.... b-rad. right holy lord.... "un-fathful" was just a porn shown in movie theaters. that movie is fuckin retarded we found out some very interesting secrets i chopped of random chunks of hair i got really pissed because of kris and all his shit. i hate that kid right..... picked the "brah" thing back up again... DAVIE'S COMING BACK MANANA! i am so excited... i love the kid... can't wait very glad i got to chill with corinne before school. it was great fun. yeah well i'm done...

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August 2nd, 2004

Current Music: "Sad and Lonely" - Secret Machine Subject: wow... Time: 02:37 pm Current Mood: jubilant

i was listening to story of the year, "until the day i die" and i started deeply thinking about the past... all the old friends... all the things i've done... things i've said. wow. i love that song... it reminds me of a happier time, even though it's a pretty sad song when you really listen and feel it. i remeber telling a friend that that son was about us. then we went won tickets, went for a walk, barefoot and in pajamas and buried random things at "sea" er... river. then we walked back and talked about things that would happen "one day" and we found some rock friends... rocky and bullwinkle then we picked up a cup we left and talked about what we were thinking about, i lied at one point, i wasn't really thinking about who's walked there before us, i was thinking about how i would be blessed if we stayed friends for as long as we could, and we'd get over fights and we'd do so much more together. then we walked home and it all kinds of fades out. wow i just earased everything.... then i remembered 2nd grade when my computer lab teacher told me to just press ctrl+z and it'll take back the last thing you did. yes ctrl+z it'll take the last thing you did back if only i re-did my favorite songs of all time top 3 list 1) "Could you be loved" - Bob Marley and the Wailers 2) "Just like Heaven" - The Cure 3) "Mary Jane's Last Dance" - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers yeah i've fellen in love with "could you be loved" it's a crazy good song.. i loooove the beat and the lyrics hit me right now i want so much right now... it's crazy shit though.... things that aren't gonna happen. but i want it so bad i was talking to joshie last night about myles it's interesting he makes me laugh harder than anyone, but he makes me cry harder than anyone,too i just want to scream there's this whole side of him i know and i hate..... it's not just the little shit he does, it's a whole piece of him and i can't stand it but i love everything else i want to scream.... i sat a round doing nothing last night until 4.... just sitting and writing and bullshitting and makeing up things, i wrote 10 stories of made-up people and their shit....then i wrote... not really poems... but just random writing... they've turned out very...umm... interesting ok i'm done

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August 1st, 2004

Current Music: "Could you be loved" -Bob Marley Subject: Quizilla Time: 09:07 pm

Fight Club! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla You're addicted to..... Cocaine! I pity you, Cocaine isnt a good thing to be addicted to. One of the more expensive drugs out there and not to mention those damn nosebleeds. Get help now! What are you addicted to? (pics!) brought to you by Quizilla Garage rock! I like you... I like you alot! lla</a></font> You and indie are on the same plane for me! You bring rock'n'roll down to its dirty roots, whether being minimalist like The White Stripes or retro like The Strokes. You keep on doing what you're doing! Oh...and did I mention I like you alot? What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla

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Current Music: "pieces of me" - Ashlee simpson Subject: Once it hits your lips, It's so good Time: 08:01 pm

haha, there's a hole in my favorite pair or previosly un-holey pants, right at the crotch... YES! VERY easy access haha, just kidding! i just talked to amanda and i have reliezed that i am a horrid bitch i'm so fuckin rude at times it's horrible good lord i vow that from now on i will at least TRY and be a little nicer. but at the same time when i grow up i want to be Courtney Love minus the kid and custody shit... and the court and cops shit.... and probally not the drugs.... and the crazy outbursts on planes..... so wait i guess then without that i can't really be courtney i love Courtney Love.... as much as people talk shit.. i absolutly adore her...... part of me wants to be with someone tonight and the other just wants to lay in bed.... maybe i can do both and convince someone to talk to me all night.... but i want to lay in someone elses bed until the sun comes up i want to talk to them as they look at me in the eyes from a foot away until i go cross eyed then be held in there arms as i pour my heart out and cry until i turn blue i want to breath them in until i choke i want to smile as they brush away my fears i want someone to show that they give a shit the two people that would do that with me are out of town..... i found out that i have geometry with arlea and photo with desi um i already knew that i have composition with kelli..... i was just thinking about next year..... davie and i have decided that i'm going with him everytime he goes to the track... actually he decided i don't really care either way..... so stoked.... myles gets to drive me to and from school everyday... YAH! haha.. yes inside.... yes shh.. that thing haha aww man i have decided that avril lavign isn't all that bad as well as ashlee simpson yesyes.. i am done now...

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Current Music: Violent femmes - Blister in the sun Subject: Have you ever been allergic? Time: 02:13 pm Current Mood: good

right... so i was laying on my bed just now, stareing at the celling fan and picking my nose, and then it hit me. one hundred and twenty-eight days until i turn 15. that and shit can only get better. i hate to think that i may jinx it.... but oh-fuckin-well. right... i want to see napolean dynamite like crazy... but the only place their playing it is... well i forgot... but there's only one and i wanna go i want to call someone and bitch at them... but that won't be fun i think i'm gonna call corinne and apoligize for all the bad things that i've said about her (in my head)...... then i'm going to call david and talk about life then i will call tyler to cry to about my love life then i will call kris and bitch at him then in a new found happy mood, i will call shanae and see what she's doing and try to plan something then i will call kaylee and see what she's doing and catch up then i will do the same with aimee i think that will be my day yes yes yes

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